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And I'm sure I could say the same for any one of them. Congratulations: graduation isn't simple.

[ Terribly dry. Then he breathes in with a huff of a laugh. ]

Yes, because eons-old supernatural creatures are the closest thing I have to bread and butter, as they'd say. Given that I was previously the avatar of a multi-faceted eldritch entity of fear that attempted to utilize me to bring about the spread of their influence to multiple universes.

[ A quick, tight smile.]

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[He laughs, surprised.]

Oh? Dear me. There do seem to be quite a number of you around. [First the yellow monstrosity, now this.]

Yes, funny that.

[ He's going to keep looking at you, Sebastian.]

Now, were you going to stop wasting our time and say something of substance any time soon?

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[...

Punk-ass little bitch.

Sebastian's smile strains for a moment.]

--Well, then. I apologise for how arrogant this will sound, but: I honestly do not believe I have anything in need of changing. If I had, I would already have changed them on my own. [Better?]

[ Better. But still-]

Well, it is 'I have no intention of doing anything constructive' but at least it isn't personal.

[ No, really.

He folds his hands.]

The fact of the matter is that something needs to change in order for you to graduate and leave this place, so unless you're quite happy to continue to be incarcerated here or you're hoping to outlast the Admiral and be flung into the Void, I'd like to make an argument for considering the wildly improbable concept that whatever the hell you are, you may actually have some behaviors or viewpoints that could be improved upon for your own wellbeing and the well-being of other beings who happen to be around you at any point.

But therein lies the problem, does it not? I am well aware that without change, there is no graduation. Hence, in part, why I disbelieve the Admiral's pure intentions.

If he is truly so omniscient, he should well know I see no fault with myself - I am arrogant that way. Would he but deign to inform me what he wants for me to change, I would happily work to try to [fake to] implement it. Please believe me when I say I would not stay here a second longer than absolutely necessary - I must return to my master, you see.

...and you think you're the first inmate to come here who sees no fault in themselves? Really?

[ You... you're stretching the bounds of believability here, sir. Come on now.]

The Admiral's intentions are simple enough. Everyone I've ever seen trying to make them more complicated was just doing it as a justification for their own lack of desire to change or grow in any way.

So I'm going to put this very plainly: do you want to work on this with the understanding that, surprise surprise, even beings who ostensibly know just about everything they might need to in their own universes may not be entirely cognizant of their own personal capacity for growth and change or do you want to sit there like a fussy toddler decrying the fact that nothing can be done about anything but you really must get home right now and the mean mean Admiral needs to stop playing silly buggers because you're clearly special and he made a mistake?

[ He leans back and spreads his hands.]

As I said at the start: I don't mind either way, or rather, I do mind, but I'm well aware one can only lead a horse to water. But in the interest of your own time and efforts and mine, I'd like something of a straight answer, if you can manage that.

[ He turns one hand.]

If you can't and you'd like some time to think it over, I'm happy to wait... well, for a reasonable amount of time, anyway.

[Sebastian leans back slightly in the chair as Jon speaks. The thrumming of his fingers resumes (now, it's out of agitation). Of course he doesn't think he's the first inmate to come here who sees no fault in themselves. That's not the same thing as potentially being the first truly flawless inmate.]

Fine. ["Fussy toddler..." Really.] Naturally, I have changed over the course of my life. It is not impossible that I could change again.

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[ His eyes flicker to the thrumming fingers and then back up to Sebastian's face.

Yeah, buddy: not better.]

Excellent. Then let's start with who, or rather, what, we're dealing with: what the hell are you actually?

[Hrrmmmm, don't wanna. The thrumming continues.]

Will it go into my ledger page?

Will keeping it a secret directly result in the death, dismemberment, exsanguination, torture, possession, corruption, or otherwise harm anyone else on board?

Sir, with all due respect: I realise my stay here has been short compared to that of many people, but in two months time, two weeks of which I had direct access to the kitchens with all its knives and chances to tamper with the food for the entire Barge, not to mention access to the Admiral's ability to bestow weapons of all kinds... have I done anything untoward to anyone here?

[The only one he has hurt is Johann, and Johann, he knows, won't tell.]

...And since you are a proponent of speaking plainly: no, sir, it will not result in anything of the sort.

Then it won't go in the ledger, no. I only put things pertinent to people's personal safety in there since I consider anything else a matter of someone's own bloody business to share.

[ He raises an eyebrow. ]

Mr.Michaelis, the events I mentioned previously were the result of 200 plus years of manipulation and careful planning, the seeds of which in my own life were planted at the age of eight. My own employees have waited between six months to several years to plot revenges of various severity and I worked for a man for five years of benevolent supervision before he bludgeoned an old man to death with a pipe and left him in my office to frame me for murder.

I'll take your word for it but I know what a long game is.

And if I may make assumptions, I assume these events took place in your own world, sir? [<-- here we see the return of Sebastian's passive-aggressive overuse of titles.] I, too, am well acquainted well long-term planning, but I cannot see why in the world I would bother with such things in this dismal place. [He wants to go HOME and long-term scheme with his master ):]

[Hrm. The absurd possessed mask knows already, Sebastian supposes, and he does assume wardens talk among themselves (or if they don't, they're imbeciles). It's not that he trusts Jon to keep that promise, but his identity is hardly a complete secret as-is. He thrums his fingers for a few additional seconds.]

What I am is a demon.

Not all of them, no.

[ Haha, nice try.]

And you'd be surprised at what inmates in this place have managed with a few months of prep and planning. [ That a huff, mostly of amusement.] Not that I'm trying to inspire you.

[ The answer he gets, though-]

Huh. You know, I don't think I've ever actually met a proper demon. We don't have them where I'm from, outside of fiction and mythology, I mean. What does that entail, exactly?

[ He holds up a finger.]

I'm not trying to delve too far, but I'm well aware that cosmology can vary extensively between different worlds. 'Demon' can mean everything from 'fallen angelic creature' to 'the darkness in someone's heart made manifest' to 'perfectly mortal supernatural creature who's garnered that moniker through human bigotry' after all. Just the general shape would be helpful.

[ He turns his notebook.]

I won't write any of this down, if you're concerned.

"Fallen angelic creature..." [he scoffs. Yes, the idea exists in his world too. It's still ridiculous.]

We are nothing of the sort, no, nor are we innocents unfairly painted as villains. My kind hail from another realm, whence we may be summoned into the human world. Certainly we could be called supernatural. Like humans, we are predators, [a light shrug] but most demons live lives of sloth and hedonism.

[He's so thankful Jon isn't writing anything down right under his nose, sure.]

[ Oh Sebastian. Jon... Jon doesn't do subterfuge. The blunt is as the blunt does.

For right now, Jon nods along. ]

Right, right. So more independent entities that have been assigned a title and are summoned for, one would assume, various means of social, economic, or violent gain. Is it a matter of exchange wherein the human provides something beneficial to you for the service you might provide or purely a situation of supernatural slavery?

Oh, the former. Simple because a summoning takes place, that does not mean the demon must accept servitude.

[Unfortunately for the summoner, since most of the time, if a Contract can't be agreed on, the result is that the demon kills them anyway.]

Right. And what is it that demons value, as I don't want to make assumptions, of course.

"I'm not trying to delve too far" was what you said, was it not? [Isn't this delving a bit far?

With that said, he does answer:] But truly, most demons simply value being fed for their troubles. No one likes to starve, after all.

[ His eyebrows twitch in unison. ]

Which is why I won't ask how this is delving since I'm hardly asking personal questions, only the basic shape of the situation.

"Fed". And what is it that you subsist on?

[ He'll sit up a little and speak before he prompts for that answer more. ]

I could eat normal food as the Archivist but the truth was that the thing I lived on was statements: true accounting of supernatural events that cause pain, horror, or terror.

[ Very dry. ]

I assume you all don't jaunt to the mortal realm for a bloody cheeseburger.

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[Sebastian's eyebrows go up in turn, and he laughs a little, surprised. Feeding on "pain, horror, or terror"...!

And after a few moments, once he recovers:]

Why, has anyone ever graduated based on keeping a vegetarian diet, or a kosher one?

That much of a secret. Closer to "mortal souls" or "life energy" than the cheeseburger then. Thank you.

[ He dips his head towards Sebastian. ]

Well, to answer your oh so clever question and address some concerns: I've never seen the Admiral ask anyone to suddenly change species or forgo their required sustenance to leave this place. In truth, largely the changes are holistically beneficial to the person graduating even if they might cause some need for logistical rejiggering. So while I have no doubt that someone will have a fit or two about your species and dietary requirements, it's almost certainly pearl clutching and not something to, in and of itself, believe you will be pressed to change.

[.........................

What if Sebastian just up and left this office right now? Can he do that? Is it allowed?]

How heartening to hear, I am sure.

[ His answer is to raise an eyebrow. ]

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