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Ah, you are giving me the option to choose? [Unlike SOME PEOPLE who really enjoy lording their newfound authority over him.]

Yours is fine. When shall I be there?

Good.

[He's not going to give the implication there too much space; they can unpack that in person.

Instead, with a small thoughtful noise:]
I won't rush you. In an hour?

Very well. I will see you then.

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Sebastian is of course punctual as always, knocking on the door an hour later on the dot. He's not even bothering with his usual smile.

At the knock, Hakkai says aloud to the room computer, "Open the door, please."

Inside, it smells of cinnamon and orange peel; Hakkai is taking a tray of small cookies out of the oven, flour dusting his hands and (without his knowledge) one cheek.

There's a pot of tea on the table, a strongly flavored fermented brew, steeping in anticipation of Sebastian arriving precisely one hour from the time Hakkai had suggested the meeting.

"The tea is ready," he adds, "although we'll have to wait for the cookies to cool. Please sit down. Why did you break Johann's finger, Sebastian?"

"Thank you", Sebastian says, obediently sitting down. He makes a quick gesture to his own cheek, because letting another person be unpresentable is gauche.

Oh, is that how it is? 'Hakkai, tell your inmate he can't hurt me anymore because I'm a warden now'? Sebastian clasps his hands in his lap.

"...Mm. He did wave it around in a lecture, which seemed to me like practically inviting it. Carelessly, I assumed our interactions would not much change after his graduation, which of course was my mistake."

And, well. Johann, the very first thing he did, threatened to change up breakfast shift if Sebastian didn't do as he said, which very much read as lording his authority to Sebastian. That might have been a contributing factor.

Edited (words) 2024-05-02 17:31 (UTC)

"Ah, thank you," Hakkai says, setting down the cookie tray and cleaning his cheek with a brush of the kitchen towel before he joins Sebastian at the table. He folds his hands on the table and makes eye contact with Sebastian.

"What exactly was he 'lecturing' you about before you broke his finger, Sebastian? Because if you're beating each other up in a way that you both understand as a friendly exchange, there's nothing wrong with that. But if he's trying to talk to you and you're using violence to shut him up, I think you know as well as I do why that's unacceptable."

Ah, so that's how this is going to be. Johann wasn't lecturing Sebastian; he was 'lecturing' him. Sebastian smiles.

"Ahh, my apologies. Having to bring me here to deliver a lesson one teaches small children...

Please rest assured Mr Kinderwellen already explained why it is wrong to injure one's betters. It will not happen again, sir. Considering that, what the 'lecture' was about is irrelevant, would you not say?"

"In other words, you didn't listen to him and you have no intention of listening to me either, Sebastian?"

"Dear me. I had thought agreeing to no more senseless violence was what you wanted, sir."

Guess Sebastian is just that incapable of bettering himself!

"No," Hakkai points out mildly, "that's what you want me to say to you so that you can continue to feel as if you're the primary victim in this situation. Do you know what Johann was going to say to you, or did you take the first opportunity to shut him down with violence? -- Because I do have some lessons that might be applicable."

He taught small children professionally. Using your words instead of your fists is an important skill when you're five.

Sometimes also when you're twenty, or... however old Sebastian in fact is, were it to be counted in mortal years.

Victim, really. How dare.

"What he was going to say, huh? Admittedly I cannot speak to that, but what he did say was... Mm, what was it exactly?

'If you say anything about that godsdamned deal, I will swap places in the kitchen with the most ineffective person I can find. This place is full of idiots I will torment you with'."

Had this been another time and another topic, Sebastian would fully be able to recognise this as the hyperbolic, teasing way Johann talks. Today... well.

"Ah," Hakkai says thoughtfully. "So... he was trying to bring up the question of whether you had a real friendship, and asking you not to use your 'deal' as justification for the fact that you continued to interact long past the point where the deal was relevant.

"You didn't break my fingers when I asked you the same thing. Why were you angry with him?"

...Why is Mr Cho so stupid? Isn't it obvious why Sebastian was angry?

"--You are right; surely it was completely irrational of me to respond differently to the two of you."

Edited 2024-05-03 06:48 (UTC)

"Why were you angry with him?" Hakkai repeats, a near-perfect mirror of the first repetition of the question.

Yes, he does know. But he thinks it will do Sebastian some good to be forced to say it out loud.

He hates you, Hakkai.

"I cannot recall you threatening to upheave the order of the kitchens at the time. Mr Kinderwellen graduated, and it is the first thing he threatens."

And Johann went an graduated while Sebastian is still stuck as an inmate. But right now Sebastian feels like he might commit murder if forced to say that out loud.

"So," Hakkai murmurs. "Mr Kinderwellen graduated... and then tried to talk to you about something, anything at all?"

Because, really, that comment sounds much more like Johann's sense of humor than it does like a threat of any kind. Sebastian should know that as well as Hakkai does - better, since he knows Johann better - but.

Clearly he'd been angry.

...Yes, well. Once he had a moment to somewhat calm down, Sebastian did consider that Johann hadn't meant it like that. But even so, Johann, for all his thick-headedness, should know not to joke about that particular subject, so Sebastian feels quite justified in still being angry with him over that.

"Are you asking me what he did want to talk about, specifically?"

Or is this suggesting that Sebastian would have broken his finger regardless of what Johann had said?

"Do you know what he wanted to talk about?"

Johann's description had not given Hakkai the impression that his conversation even got that far before Sebastian derailed it in anger. But Hakkai is a little curious about what Sebastian believes the topic had been.

"Well, yes."

Sebastian takes a sip of his tea, mostly to give himself a moment so as to not deliver the next sentence with too much venom.

"He informed me that since he has now graduated, he is above continuing our interactions as before. Mm... 'You want to see who's in charge? It's me now.'"

Edited 2024-05-04 23:58 (UTC)

"It was terrible timing for his graduation," Hakkai remarks, and picks up his own tea for a small sip. "Because I encouraged him to have that conversation with you before it ever happened. They're not related."

"Is that so?" Sebastian scoffs.

"Well, he certainly could have fooled me. In that case, I suppose I do not know what he wanted to talk about."

"From what he said to me, he wanted to have a more... equal friendship. To feel as if you were treating him in a friendly manner. I don't know exactly what that means to him, but it doesn't quite sound as if you gave him the chance to tell you, Sebastian.

"Does it bother you that much that he graduated first?"

Sebastian takes a moment to picture himself grabbing the tea pot and throwing its scalding-hot content straight at Hakkai's face.

"Please rest assured I congratulated him, as is proper."

"So, yes."

Hakkai's watching Sebastian's face, his own expression neutral; he's aware he's pushing on a sensitive spot.

"By all means go ahead. You had no problem informing me of my unacceptable behaviour earlier, no?"

He finishes his tea.

"If not, surely we can call this conversation finished?"

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